This is Me, The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

A wife, mom, sister, daughter and a Struggling Christian

*not where I should be in my Faith*
*Gets jealous about ladies who have babies, have no stretch marks and dont even look as if they have had kids*
*Gets jealous of the ladies who have friends in our church*
*cares what *some* people think*
*desperately wants people to like me*
*comes off as snobby because I am not comfortable in new situations*
*gossips*
*judges people*
*loves my family*
*dont have any friends*
*desperately wants/needs friends* (preferrably Christians)
*wishes I could just fit in*
*would do anything for my family*
*wants 5 kids* (and 2 of them to be twins)
*wants to be closer to my family*
*stop feeling sorry for myself and DO SOMETHING!*
*wants to be a better: Person, Mom, Wife, Sister, Daughter, Friend*
*knows that I should be happy with what I have and not want more*
*wish people could just see the real me and not the shy girl*
*wish I could move on from my past and help others*
*just want to be loved* (by someone other than my family)
*Loves my husband and am always thinking what I would do if I lost him*
*wish I wouldn't let my past haunt me*
*wish I could open up more to people without being scared of them judging me*
*I need to lose weight*
*wish I had more self confidence in myself*
*I wish I had respect from people*
*Loves being in Texas*
*I cant wait to move*
*want to do so many things, and be good at them all*
*want to go to school for something: Pastry? Veterinarian?*