the devil is surely trying to lure me in ..

ok .. so after reading Jackies post I thought my day was good .. HAHAHA .. boy did I jinx myself!!! First off I had to wake up early, we got a new system at OSF and I had to go in for the "meeting" .. which was totally stupid since I am a host and we get a card, needless to say, I couldnt even practice. AND we sat there for over an hour when MAYBE 10mins even pertained to me. Anyways, had my alarm set for 715, Julie woke up at 630, just in time for me NOT to be able to go back to sleep. Then I went to the seminar, went to moms house since I drove Gen and I down there, and stayed there for awhile. Came home and Julie didnt even let me put her down!!!! So that was a "funfilled" day. Then went to moms and we went to wal mart because I needed to get a bookshelf for our computer room. so we got that and then I dropped her off and we stayed there for a little bit. Then I came home, put Julie to bed and then carried this HEAVY bookshelf in. I actually did pretty good if I do say so myself. Except when I was trying to open the door when I almost dropped it. So anyways, I bring it in and then I am putting it down and it falls right on my toe!!!!!!!!!!! And it wasnt a little drop it was a HARD drop, to where I actually thought I broke my toe. So I am putting everything together and then I had to bring the other side on top of the other one. So I am trying to do that and the stupid BREAKS out. So now I got a chip in my wood. It took me a good 20 mins to get it done. And after that I was sweating as I had just worked out. Then I went to go put the other shelves in and I dropped the shelf on my toe, AGAIN. grrrrr .. so then I put it against the wall, take a step back to see my work and I STEP on the bag that has the THUMBTACKS in it. Yet another grrrr .. So then I sit down and then notice that I got a cut on my hand. What a night .. anyways .. I am going to bed. I have been REALLY depressed lately. I havent heard from Jarred and its REALLY starting to get to me.